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Soo..hello everyone! How goes it? Well I have finished reading the original Twilight, New Moon, and now I'm reading Eclipse..I'm not even half way done with it yet though..there's over 600 pgs and I'm only on pg 202 Sad day. I really hope that Bella ditches that Jacob guy..I'm sorry for all you Jake fans but I just CANNOT stand him! He's so annoying and at least Edward tries to be the guy. I know I'm probably sounding like every other teen girl that's fan of this book series but I must say that I've developed a crush on Edward..Yes, I know he's a fictional character but come on! You have to admit he'd make the perfect boyfriend That Robert..whatever his last name is..I think it's Pattison? Haha I dunno..anyways he's playing Edward in the movie that's coming out sometime this year.. he's not what I pictured Edward looking like...but eh..maybe with the right makeup he can pull it off XD Let's see..I've started volunteering at the humane society. I finished the memorial vid for my doggies so check it out: [link] I've been meaning to draw something but I can't come up with any ideas T_T If you guys have any suggestions just leave them for me in a lovely comment! I really would like to have another German Shepherd, they're such good dogs but of course if I do he/she will never replace Fritz, Erica, or Fluffy..they'll always be special to me. I think a white German Shepherd would be cool...I could name him Kimba! *Off the KImba the white lion series* it's an anime from the 60's it's really good, some people think Lion King ripped it off but I think not, though they do have some similarities..Kimba wants to be friends with humans, speak their language, etc. You never see humans in the lion king. Well I guess that's it! Watch my video and be sure to leave comments. ^.^

Well, I figured it was time for another upate I'll try to update this thing at least once a week or so. I finished reading "Twilight" and I must say, very good. I've already gone to eastchase and gotten "new moon" I heart there's the 4th and final book coming in August =[ Sad since I'm just getting into these..if any of you guys know of other book series to recommend then please do! Other news..as of now I'm working on a memorial video for my dogs Fritz and Fluffy *if you don't already know, they both passed away last Saturday from parvo* I guess it's a blessing all on its own and it didn't spread to the the other dogs..I just can't keep from thinking that maybe there was something else we could've done to save them..maybe if we'd brough them to the vet sooner..anyway...I'm also working on getting a picture done..I'll post that and a link to the video up when I'm finished..and I guess that's it for now, toodles!

Let's see..haven't updated this since..August? Omg..lol. Well, as you've probably guessed a lot of things have happened. I turned 18 on Feb 2nd Seth is still obsessed with everything I do. If you didn't know that to begin with..im sorry..but hey, now you know! He has dreams of dying in Iraq as he calls out my name cause I don't wanna date him..so he thinks he has no purpose in life or some dumb shit like that. Maybe one day, he'll realize how pointless this is and move the hell on. Amber and I hung out today we went to prattville and had lunch at applebees *which is a lot faster than the one in monkey town, most likely due to the lack of ghettoness* then it was obviously walmart time, then bass pro shop, then books a million which i got the "Twiilight" book..haven't read it yet but i have read "Till we have faces" by C.S. Lewis and "The Hobbit" by J.R.R. Tolkein in just the last 2 weeks or so..both are extremely good, you should definitely check them out..it's like i need books like i need food now..weird..but reading is good, right? Saturday April 5th I went to TheCall which is a Christian thing...Elicia invited me of course..cause she's all up in God's grill. Let me just say that this was nothing like the stuff you see at Eastern Hills or whatever church you attend...people were doing flips and dancing around..praying in some kind of demonic tongue...yes..it was kinda disturbing to say the least, but a new experience. We did a mile march to end abortion and it was in the rain at 8:30am so not only was i groggy but also completely soaked..sorry but im not all about getting pneumonia for Jesus. -_- I did get a LIFE band to wear though also supporting the ending of abortion..well my laptop's being the biggest douche ever right now so that is all for now, hope you enjoyed reading my boringness.

I thought I'd update my journal, cause I'm super bored just withering away inside my house -_- I haven't gotten any inspiration for anymore poems at the moment, I mean I have things in mind that I would like to write about but I just can't find the right words, know what I'm sayin'? Yes I think you do. Oh well, good things take time I suppose. However, I do believe I'll be submitting some drawings too, so you can all laugh at them. Drawing has always come in second next to writing for me, but I do a decent job nonetheless. More teenage drama to report, most of you should already know about Elijah, and if you don't lets rewind for a moment. Okay so, met him when we first moved to Tallassee in 7th grade & I was attending the middle school there *Terrible, terrible school by the way* BUT BACK TO THE POINT You know, some people would say "OMFG IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!!" Nope, it was the opposite for me, one look at him and I thought "Holy shit, no way am I ever dating him, what a freak." Haha, yea a bit harsh I know, but hey we've all thought it right. I spent the next two years, getting to know him & becoming closer to him & anyone who has seen him may not think he's got the best of looks, but the more I talked to him, the more beautiful he became. I was able to look past all his physical flaws and truly see the person inside, that's when I realized I had fallen for him. Well, we ended up dating about a year and a half and we broke up because I was selfish and thought I wanted more than what he had to offer. That was more than a year ago, and we've just recently started back talking & rekindling our friendship. He started dating someon else in March and she is like, so jealous that we're talking again. We talked for an hour one day last week & the next day she's like "I'm tired of you trying to start shit, you're gonna get what you deserve eventually" I'm really not trying to start anything, yes I still love him...but I want him to be happy whether it's with me or not. I'm not even sure if he loves me anymore....I understand why she feels this way, it's normal. I just wish she'd chill out. Right now I'll just be waiting & be a good friend to him. If it's meant to be, it'll be. He taught me that love isn't about physical attraction, where you go, what you do, what they buy you, it's just about loving them.